Monthly Archives: January 2010


We wake to a world of thought, sometimes thinking the day before was but a dream and tomorrow will never be. This reality is broken up every night when we fall to sleep. The dream world sometimes seems as real as the waking world, but neither can be recalled from the other side. This brings us to a thought. What is reality? Could our thoughts be actually creating illusions of reality? If we start asking these complex questions we may find our minds racing with ideas. There is no correct answer to questions like this because reality is an illusion. Once we realize this we can start to create the reality we want you take charge of your life and stop blaming others for the way your life is. You are in control of your life and how you will view it.

The Voice of Evil (1hr of raw recording)

This recording is from 1999. It is the best that I can do with the audio, sorry.

It is a story of a father who takes the “reverse speech” a little too far when he starts playing around with recording his baby and the interactions with other people. It gives me the chills in a very real and dark understanding of what takes place. I again beg you too forgive the audio, there is only one true tape of this event and I simply put new batteries in my tape recorder and downloaded what came out. The speed was for some reason slower that it should have been, but my recorder may be going bad. This is worth your time. I will try to improve the audio if I can.

The WWW Is Not That Big

I have wrote about the WEB before, describing it as endless sea of information. I now am discovering just how small the WWW is. I know we all talk about how we can find out about any subject we want, but the more I try to find out specific new ideas on any subject I find myself discovering that when it gets down to it, there is a limited about of original thought inside the WEB, information that seems to be transcendental in nature.

I find that with myself, I started to look at the WEB as a guru of information, like a GOD. I have finally been enlightening to just how little we can truly learn from inside the web. Yes,…there is a lot of data inside the web, but it is like anything else, it can only be rearranged so many ways until one discovers that it has no more to offer than spending time with someone and discovering their view of the reality they find themselves in, or looking into the depths of our souls at our reality. There are endless realities just like endless possibilities and when you truly grasp that idea you discover that the rest is just distractions along your journey through this world.

Free Press, or just Propaganda?

How many times have we heard the news agency boasting on having “expert” advice that just happens to be from the government sector. It is as if we hear the same propaganda from different sources making it appear as if all these different reporters are accepting it as their story, when in reality it came from the same press debriefing at the White House.

News reporting should be investigative and should embrace opposition. we should witness a debate on our TV’s for and against a subject. We should have reporters willing to look for the facts and present them with out the worry of loosing their careers.They should make us think about the issue and decide for ourselves what is wright and wrong.


I find that Americans are becoming complacent at being told propaganda as if we are afraid of real news. America is based on freedoms that allow us to be different. If we are all afraid to be different who will stand for us when we take our turn at being outside the circle of popular opinion.

Facts of Increasing War Technology

One would think by all the news publicity of how precise our new weapons are, one is surprised to find the facts on civilian deaths.

WW1 10% of all deaths where civilian
WW2 50% of all deaths where civilian
Vietnam 70% of all deaths where civilian
Iraq 90% of all deaths where civilian

If we are so precise at killing, then one would have to see killing civilians as deliberate. We must demand higher standards from our killing machine, by asking why so many innocent human beings are dieing at our hands.

It would be like the police surrounding a building that was fulled with innocent women and children being held with out their consent by terrorist, then having the police blow up the building in order to kill the very terrorist who are imprisoning the innocent. All the time having the weaponry to save as many human lives as possible, but choosing not to.

Before you or your sons and daughters go to war, remind them of the spiritual cost of taking innocent lives. It will be they who carry that burden, not the political parties that sent them. War is a very personal cost. One that is paid for by doubts and questions, visions that haunt the soul and in the end will often seem unnecessary.

What on Earth

We often ponder life before and after the now we fimd ourselves in. You probably just did it. It is hart to imagine all that is written about history, but one realizes quickly that the history that was lost may be the very knowledge we need. How do we know that the information that we think we know about a subject like, the history of the planet, is true and accurate. It takes no real effort to discover that history is constantly being rewritten by those who are on power. So ho do we look in the past for help towards the future? The answer may lay inside the subconscious mind. People like Edgar Casey did this. We all must look inside ourselves to find our own path.

2012 Could Be Problematic

I have been researching as many videos and sites on this subject and I think this series is the best so far. I put part two because of the secret sign and how it lings up with the Mundane Cross with the Divine Cross. This only happens every 13,000 yrs! The fact that this time line always sees dramatic events on earth, we may look at all the possibilities that can exist.